‘Morning sweet darlings. Each morning we are blessed with comes with no surety of another day, but still we continue to live like we were promised for ever! Life is not short but ones time on earth how is, use it wisely. Most importantly respect people & make peace with all unsolved situations cause what is important is how you will be left feeling after you lose a loved on. Go to bed with peace & mental clarity everyday. And if it maybe that it is your last day ensure you’ve said all that needs to be conversed no things left unsaid. Life is unpredictable & the realisation of just how absurdly unpredictable it brings dynamism in their plan quickly but we soon forget & continue to live carelessly again. Basically I’m saying live life to the fullest whilst you have the opportunity now, don’t waste time with ‘next time’, ‘soon’, ‘later’. We don’t have kids, pets or even spouses yet to leave behind so there is no excuse. Make wise decisions I know you are smart. People should also remember you & be happy to put you to rest & not have any grievances from their side. Your relationship with God is of utmost importance as he is the giver & taker. Its all his plan let him know you understand & accept that. I love you girls that’s all man.’
After a terrible occurrence, you cry out to the world, unfortunately only you know how deeply it has scarred you. So no one understands or fully comprehends. You soon realise that, some try to lift you, but you need to remain in that place, if only for a moment. Your tears dry out, your cries soon fade with the past, on occasion haunting your present. Now you are alone. It’s time to look around, your body frozen, your mind still. You see them slowly walking away, now words with them are just an echo, a sphere forms around your sanity. ‘Remain still’, ‘be patient’, ‘do not fear’. Slowly you start moving, a new peace in your walk, a new calm in your words, a clearer vision, an unspeakable joy in your heart, a new conversation to be had with the spirit that now lives in your memory. Soon, when you are healed, the Heavens will hold your hands, the Spirit dust you clean and h/His love show you your path, it’s not new, it’s just stronger, bolder, wiser.
Once the physical is no more,you realise that it is a persons spirit, their soul that brings you joy, deepens your love for them 🙂
I am not yet, but will be ,for I am becoming.
She looks for love from ‘the one’, yet all her relationships with the ones who love her are in a dire state. She would rather continue with her impertinent actions, fueled by her misconstrued notions of love and what it’s about. She is frivolous, garishly animated, no prudence in thought or action. She mistreats eternal, unconditional love, abandons all sense for a flirtation with attraction, deposits herself to intercourse, a momentary indulgence to him.
No sleep, can’t weep. Words from the dead, constant images I dread. No sleep, can’t weep. Senseless emotions got my mind stuck in a rut. Should I remove myself? I want to move, but I require approbation from a higher power. Starting to become insipid, my countenance constantly indifferent with every situation. No sleep, can’t weep. Obstructed by my own potential, I am all, but nothing without an act.